2 years...

2 years ago, tonight, I kissed him goodnight for the last time.

2 years ago, tomorrow, we had to say goodbye.

Missing my Ayden so, so much.

Tomorrow is another August 25th. Another first day with students while I'm away from my child. Another reminder of the tragedy we lived through and continue to live each day. A reminder of the big brother who should be here.

Hard to believe it's been 2 years. It feels like I've lived an eternity without him already.


  1. Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life. John 3:36a
    Lean on Him fully.
    His grace is sufficient.
    Praying for you.

    Come Jesus come.

  2. I don't leave comments much...but I just wanted you to know that you don't have to face tomorrow alone! He goes before you! Trust in the Lord and hold his hand as you walk through your day tomorrow! You are in my prayers!

  3. So sorry. Thinking about y'all with all my heart.
    Love, Kelley

  4. You don't know me, but I read your blog quite often and I am so sorry for you having to deal with this. I have twin girls and I think of you almost every night when I put them to bed. I am also a teacher, and tomorrow is my first day back with students, while my girls are at home. I am praying for peace for you on such a hard day.

  5. hugs for you and Jeremy. Hard day for sure.

  6. Thinking of you and praying for you today..Happy 2nd Heavenly Birthday to Ayden..

  7. So sorry. I just had a friend who lost her daughter who was 7 months. It's so hard to sit and watch and not be able to help in anyway. I don't think it gets easier at anytime. It's just one day closer to being with your sweet boy again. What great day that will be.

  8. Mrs. Jones I had you in my thoughts and prayers all day. I just wanted to let you know that.