"If I could fall into the sky..."


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Collen and I were meandering around the grocery store the other day, and a song began to play. I had heard this song so, so many times. I knew the words by heart, and I began to sing it to Collen. Then, I started to listen to the words I was singing to him....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could Just see you
Tonight
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories
'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fallInto the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know
I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight
And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....
Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know
I'd walkA thousand miles
If I could Just see you...
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know
I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight
Right there in the grocery store, I was thinking...."This sums up my grief....right here in this song." Walking through life, staring blankly ahead, holding onto precious memories of my baby boy. I still need him. I still miss him. And knowing that I'd do absolutely anything to see him, hold him, kiss him again.
A moment of clarity, in the produce aisle.

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5 comments:

  1. Beautiful post!!! Tears in my eyes again. Wishing for peace in your heart tonight.

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  2. Yep, its songs we always hear that carry a message to us and remind us of the ones will love and miss so much.

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  3. Praying for you right now sweet mama.

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