People continue to amaze me


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So, today, I did my first ever news interview. Had I known I was doing an interview today, I would have dressed much differently. This morning, I got up and got ready. I babysat today, so I knew wearing something really nice probably wouldn't be the best idea for comfort and cleanliness reasons. So, I threw on an old sweater and put my hair up. I did, at least, put makeup on. I was right about my clothing choices because the baby just let all of his bodily fuctions go today. I had to laugh... He pooped on me, spit up on me, drooled on me, and then sneezed on me quite a few times. He definitely thought it was funny, so how could I not join in. I asked him if there was anything else he would like to share with me today. I think he's saving it for another day. If he wasn't so darn cute.... He makes the day fun, so I'll take all of it anyday.

Anyway, I got a voicemail this morning from the local news station. They wanted to do a story on the recent break-in in conjunction with the bigger picture of Ayden's passing. I was touched that they would want to help us in this way. We are very humble people, so we never expect help or this kind of kindness in anyway. So, over the past few months, as help continues to come or provisions continue to be made, we remain in awe of the kindness people have so graciously shown. It has truly been a blessing. So, whoever called the news station about us and our story - thank you. Thank you for allowing us to tell Ayden's story one more time. And thank you for giving us an opportunity to get the word out about the break-in.

You would think that since I'm teacher, I wouldn't get nervous about speaking in front of crowds or on camera. With students....no, not a problem. I'm in total control. With peers or parents, or a large viewing audience, I'm a total wreck. So, when you see the video and see that my voice is trembling throughout the whole thing, you'll see my nervousness. Nerves combined with talking about my sweet Ayden....I'm surprised I was able to keep my composure at all. Here is the link to the story. You'll see a video camera icon - you can click on that to see the actual video. Please ignore my southern accent. You always sound worse to yourself when you watch yourself on video. I never realize how southern I sound until I watch myself.

http://www.witn.com/home/headlines/79454672.html



This week has been a better week compared to most. I have felt hopeful and encouraged. I know that this is not a turn for the "better" because I know that bad days will return. There is no "better" or "easier" with this, but I do believe the days will begin to become more tolerable. But it has been good to experience a more "up" week. I think the break-in forcing me to rebuke satan inflicting fear and panic has brought about this uplifting spirit I've had this week. I refuse to let him win by making me afraid and unsure. I know where my ultimate protection lies...protection from ALL things, and even in the midst of suffering, I know God is with me. He may have to deal with my doubt from time to time...especially on the bad days....but on days like today, I know he is glad to see me fully trusting Him.


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16 comments:

  1. Just saw the interview on the news. I pray that someone will find it in their heart to return the video. I check your blog each night and keep your family in my prayers.

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  2. Lindsay,

    You did a great job in the interview! It's nice to hear your voice. :)

    I'm so glad you had the opportunity to do this, and I pray that God uses it to touch people's hearts and do a miracle.

    Hugs to you...

    Oh, I almost forgot, but I wanted to mention something that I don't think I told you before (if I did, I'm sorry that I'm repeating myself!). Two days before I had my miscarriage, we were robbed at gunpoint in our home...and strange as it sounds, that robbery did more to change my perspective and prepare me for the miscarriage than probably anything else could have done. This post of yours reminded me of that. I'm so glad you've had some up days!

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  3. You did a beautiful job Lindsay and I pray that you will get your Christmas miracle.
    ~Karo
    P.S. I went to high school with your cousin Jeannie. :)

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  4. You did a great job on the interview. Although your voice was a little shaky, I just thought you were about to cry rather than being nervous. I pray that Ayden's video will be returned to you and Jeremy.
    God bless...

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  5. I saw your interview too on our local Winston-Salem, NC news station. Thinking of you and praying for strength and courage during this holiday season. Thank you for sharing your story and your heart.

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  6. Girl! You did great! You look put together to me! I hope and pray you get the video back.

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  7. Hey! I saw you on our local news this morning (www.wxii12.com). You did great! I'm praying for you and hoping someone will return that video! Make sure your local police are checking the local pawn shops daily! (When our house got broken into- they were able to recover our TV and digital cameras at the pawn shop and we got them back). Hang in there!

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  8. You did a wonderful job with the interview. Your strength continues to amaze me. I pray that the thieves will see that and have a heart... if nothing else, just return the video. I'm praying for you and your family especially during this holiday season.

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  9. I'm so sorry for everything that you and your family has been through. I'm praying that the person who stole your video camera hears of your story, gets convicted and returns the tape.

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  10. You did a great job telling your story. Reading your blog everyday makes me get all teary eyed. I pray that you get your Christmas Miracle and that your little angle helps bring it back.

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  11. I just wanted to let you know that my family prays for your family often. There is a Christmas song that that reminds me of you every time I hear it, Christmas Makes me Cry by Mandessa. Everytime I hear it, I say a little pray for you and your family. I really hope that video gets returned!!

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  12. Sounds like that baby that you take care of sure is a mess! I think he may get it from his parents..
    LOVE U!

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  13. You looked and sounded great. Praying the video is returned!!

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  14. you did great on the interview, and your tree looks beautiful too btw :) i hope the crimestoppers reward is enough incentive to get the tape back. it is wonderful that they are offering it no questions asked. i don't know how i missed that part of the story earlier, about the tape missing. my heart really goes out to you and my prayers do as well, for the return of the tape.

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  15. I was in tears watching the videos! I am hoping and praying it will be returned!

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  16. I saw this in Charlotte - I posted it on facebook and some friends of mine re-posted it. So sorry for your loss, it broke my heart to see it. I will keep you in my prayers.

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